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The Right Choices

by Kim Bolduc on Mar 26, 2020 category Adirondacks, vignettes

Summiting a mountain always fills me with exhilarating joy. I feel both powerful and capable, emotions that my everyday life has recently been lacking. Perched at the top of the world, I always try to pinpoint where my truck is parked. Usually, I try to do this without the help of a compass or Google Maps. I simply try to use my visceral sense of direction and intuition to guide my eyes.

Often, this method doesn’t work. Even though I drive a bright red Toyota Tacoma, the trees and revolutions of the land block it from sight. Nevertheless, the mental exercise of retracing one’s steps is invaluable.

While sitting on the very cliff edge of Blueberry Hill, we were able to locate the mountain our Airbnb cabin clung to, identify the street in Elizabethtown far below where the Family Dollar glistened, and gaze towards the summit we’d reach tomorrow on Hurricane Mountain.

As we pondered each of these three locations, and the space we now occupied, it occurred to me that I was looking both at my past, present, and future. I could see where I’d slept last night, and where I’d sleep tonight. I could see us picking out a movie later at the Redbox outside the Family Dollar, and I could see us driving up the windy, narrow dirt road to Hurricane Mountain tomorrow. From my perch in the present, where each second quickly slipped into the past, I could see the past and present spread out over the land.

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“Baby Pull Me Closer…”

by Kim Bolduc on Jan 7, 2018 category Berkshires, vignettes

The word for winter is closer. Not “Closer” as in the song by the Chainsmokers and Halsey (misleading headline, I know), or the one by Nine Inch Nails. “Closer” as in how the deep snow raises you up towards the drooping, snow-freighted hemlock branches; closer too in the realization that death is nearer than in any other season. Unlike in summer, when the common person might wander into the woods of an evening and survive, winter casts such wayward survival into doubt.

For the first time in years, I’ve been able to experience the power of winter. Usually I return to school this time of year, and my natural sensibilities are crowded out by fourteen-page essays and four-hour-long labs. But not this year.

Feeling the bite of cold into the exposed flesh of your neck; hearing the krr-ump of snow beneath your curling toes; sensing the forest rise up and rattle with the a gust of icy exhale — all these make me understand that I am just a temporary visitor here in nature. I am not a permanent resident like the owner of the heart-shaped deer tracks I follow.

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Welcome 2018

by Kim Bolduc on Dec 31, 2017 category Quebec City, vignettes

I’m currently sitting in an Airbnb in Quebec City planning my solo New Year’s Eve while tucked under blankets because it is -29°F outside. I know absolutely no one in this city, and that is part of the point: I came here to be alone.

Who would want to be alone New Year’s Eve? Correction: who would want to be a 7-hour, 430-mile drive away from any familiar face, alone, in a strange city, on New Year’s Eve? The answer is me. Maybe for some of you the answer is a resounding Me too. We are people who crave change and adventure, who spend most of our days in a holding pattern while our hearts beat with wild blood.

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